Some songs just make you express what you really wanna say..

Some songs make you actually feel what u just feel the same feeling otherwise

{Tu na Jaane Aas paas hai Khuda }

Angels

Never kinda belived in God.. Prayed only before exams or when i cried.. cuz i wanted to just die before the pain could kill me..

Grew up a bit...learnt a few lessons after coming across lifes tragic situations .....wanted to be independent ....started earning money, made fewer friends or just stuck to the old ones. Realized that what goes around really comes back around.. what you sow , sow shall you reap. . life is how you live it. dreams are what you create and moments are how you visualize.Realized that you need to see observe and grasp to visualize create and make. The final outcome to it is only what you are because all you did was exactly what you wanted to do. !!!

I feel like i have learnt alot and still in the process to learn & Grasp more. My job ( first and want it to be the last one) is the best place with the most amazing people. I call them Angels of my Life. After coming to this place that i learnt about spirituality !! Some of the people in my life whom i call " Angels" !!

Angel 1- My Mom
who taught me to be brave , Independent and hard working. Be resposible for whatever i do.
to say sorry and "forgive me" and mean it. To accept dissability and move on with it.
Angel 2- My pet
Who taught me to love unconditionally (i have obviously not learnt that but still trying)
Angel 3- My close family members
Who, despite me being arragont, rude abusive have been with me as a strong support.
My Office Angels - "R"- owe all my compliments(at work) to him. I have learnt sooooo much from him.
Angel M , S & F- who have guided me at every step.
Angel Boss and G - who have helped me to rise spiritually and made me realize that there is someone who is watching us, helping us. getting us trained and loves us at all times. God is Great !!!
and all the angels i meet in my day to day life for teaching me to be greatful for all i have. to know that you should never compare cuz you dont know the journey and problems of other people...... to belive that you are special.....
One special Angel - My better half
He is probably the most patient person i have ever come accross . Its only because of his love that i belive in love commitment, faith
Thank you God for everything and Thank you angels for all your guidance!!

The Man in the Glass

When you get what you want in your struggles for self
And the world makes you king for a day,
Just go to a mirror and look at yourself
And see what that man has to say.
For it isn't your father or mother or wife
Whose judgment upon you must pass,
The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one staring back from the glass.
Some people might think you're a straight-shooting chum
And call you a wonderful guy.
But the man in the glass says you're only a bum
If you can't look him straight in the eye.
He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest
For he's with you clear to the end
And you've passed your most dangerous test
If the guy in the glass is your friend.
You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years
And get pats on the back as you pass
But your final reward will be heartache and tears If you've cheated the man in the glass.

Hmm....

I am sooo confused and sad and depressed. I guess its my fault but dont know surely about it .. i am making alot of effort. trying to hard to work in this place trying to make a name.. of my own. i dont know how long will it take.. how long do i have to keep trying. how long do i have to suffer like this .. take everyones bad mouthing .. i am learning something new.. something more interesting no doubt.. but im not being appriciated or motivated.. dont know what to do... please help me lord.. i know this is my training period /// to make me a strong and better ... Im confused!!
(written on 11th feb 2008)

Moments

These are the best times..the moments you cant let slip away.. lifes little game we play .. living from day to day. and once in a life times.. moments like this is ours to share.. remember these moments well.. cuz moments like these are rare

(Written on 18th dec 2007)

Confusions

Somewhere I lie in the middle of no where to die… life is taking me for a ride... So fast so slow. I don’t wanan go. Am I scared or am I being confident or may be over confident am I being trusted or just taken for granted. Am I fake or do I actually trust and forgive ppl easily... so many questions but so confused bout the answers. But in d end god is there with me to guide me and protect me and also make me go through all the hurdles to over come all the problems I come across

(Written on 20th April 2009)